The Name: I go by the name Mrs. Tara Yuy Maxwell. I chose this name around eight years ago. Why? That's simple. My ALL-TIME favorite yaoi couple was (and continues to be) 1X2X1 (HeeroxDuoxHeero from Gundam Wing). My ALL-TIME favorite anime character was (and also continues to be) Duo Maxwell from Gundam Wing. So, let's check out their names.
Heero Yuy
Duo Maxwell
Mrs. + Tara + Yuy + Maxwell.
And that is how my name came to be. Oh, and the Mrs. is there because I am SO married to them. lol, that was rather boring for all of you out there, wasn't it? I'm sorry.
Appearence: I'm gothic (I wanna be gothic lolita but I'm not rich enough to live that lifestyle *sobsob*). I have shoulder-length red hair, green eyes, and I am completely and totally obsessed with yaoi and anime.
Interests: Yaoi (of course), shota, DUO MAXWELL, Severus Snape, Gaara, Role-playing, web design, anime, graphic design, j-rock, etc...
Dislikes: I HATE people who "can't think out of the box" or, in simplier terms, hate homosexuals and simply can't wait to tell the world. If you don't have anything nice to say, then keep your trap closed! *rage rage*
Career: I want to be a Japanese-English Translator.... but there are no schools in the area I live that teach it. So, I'll probably end up being a web designer. I LOVE to minipluate things in Adobe.
Is my Ex. Stepfather... interested in me...?posted Sep 6th 2006, 11:09PM
Mood: Disturbed
Music: Animal I've Become ~ Three Days Grace
Okay, so, here's the situation...
For the last few months... I've been thinking about this... I was never really sure if something was actually going on or if it was all in my head... In fact, I'm still not sure. I think it may be because it's happening to me. That's why I'm asking all of you to take a look at it and give me your outsiders opinion. I really hope that it's just me and nothing is actually going on.
Anyway, I think my Ex. Step-Father is interested in me. I never really thought it was true until yesterday... the thought had only vaguely floated through my mind a couple of times and I would shrug it off thinking it was me. Now I'm not so sure...
Yesterday, when he came by to drop off my little brother Brandon, age nine, several things happened. First of all, he hugged me SEVEN times in less then a half hour... and I don't mean those small little hugs, oh no, he pulled me tightly against his chest while rubbing his hand over my back. These hugs usually last for about a minute to a minute and a half. They make me really uncomfortable.
He also fell on me several times. The first time, he "tripped" over air and pulling me down with him onto my bed. It was kind of hard to get away. The second time and "tripped" on the cement (there was nothing there but he was walking on it) and pulled me down onto the hood of his car. I was able to get away easier this time because I moved at the last second and didn't cushion his fall... he hurt himself on the way down too... Oh, and because you wouldn't know, my Ex. Stepfather is not clumsy or off balance in the least... ever! Not even when he's drunk, according to my mother.
He also picks me up off the ground (against my will because I HATE it when people do that), pokes me in the sides, and tickles me constantly...
Yesterday, he found my stuffed rabbit that I sleep with (yes, I sleep with a stuffed rabbit) and laid down on my bed for a moment hugging it and pretending to go to sleep with it. After a moments, he threw it to my left (his right), grabbed me and pulled me down on the bed next to him where he proceeded to pull me back and directly up against his body. Then he wrapped his arms around me tightly and once again "pretended" to go to sleep. I began to get this horrible sick feeling in my stomach and he wouldn't let me up for a couple of minutes.
Next, he FORCED me to change into this outfit. (I'm giving you a pic I already have of me in it because I don't know how to describe what kind of outfit it is). Then, after having me spin around in it several times he began to complain that he didn't like the red anchor on the shirt (it's rests directly over my chest), so, he picked up one of the pencils on my desk and began to try to ERASE it... he was moving the eraser of the pencil back and forth over my boobs. The feeling in my stomach got worse around then and I even began to feel a bit scared.
Finally, when I walked outside with him (along with my brother) to tell him goodbye, he said his goodbye to my little brother and sent him into the house to go and change his clothes for bed before turning to me and hugging me again. He pulled me up against him so hard that it hurt my chest. Then he began to hug me for the next ten minutes while RUNNING HIS FINGERS THROUGH MY HAIR! When he finally let me go, he started to quiz me on what kind of guys I liked...
After all of that he FINALLY left... and I felt nauseated and... dirty...? It was really strange. I'm a tomboy... I never feel dirty... not like that. I wanted to go and take a show while attempting to rub my skin off. Even now, after I've taken one, I still feel dirty...
So, what do you all think? Is it just me? Am I picking at something that is not there?
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